Welcome to the world Adin! Sorry mommy hasn't been on time with updating. So much has been going on and it's hard to find time when you have an active, clingy toddler!!

Lets see. You're 1 week and 2 days old now. Mommy and daddy have been visiting you everyday after we put Jorah to sleep. It's heartbreaking seeing you in the incubator with so many wires attached to you, but we know you're in good hands and we just need to be patient and watch you grow to be healthy. Since you were born, you've been taken off the cpap (a mask that helps you breathe better) and the oxygen tube (which pushes air in, to give you a boost). So as far as learning how to breathe on your own, you've got this!! They've also been increasing yourself intake since you've been digesting it well. Oh and two days ago, you breast fed!! All these nurses were blown away since they were expecting to have to teach you how to suck. You're my little miracle!! I can't wait until you learn how to fully suck. Mommy will come over often to feed you.  You also need to learn how to regulate your temperature and pass the carseat test -- then you get to come home!!! Mommy cannot wait to hug and kiss you all day. Your big brother is in for a surprise. 

Here you are tonight without your oxygen tubes. Feels much better huh? You still have a tube that goes from your nose to your stomach. You had it in your mouth before but they switched it to your nose so you can breast feed better.

I wonder if you still recognize mommy's voice. I hate that you're in there and not with me. I promise I'll make it up to you when you come home. Mommy loves you. 

I haven't written in so long, mommy is so sorry!!! Lets see, we'll baby #2 is a boy! Omg we're in trouble. Double the fun .. And trouble! Daddy wanted a girl (again) but no can do, fate gave us 2 little boys. I'm excited to meet you baby!

Jorah, you've been growing so fast lately, learning so many things are lightening speed. You point at things you want now, like water or milk or going outside. You've also started growing a huge personality and have started throwing tantrums and fits (fun!). Feeding you is still a battle and we always have to entertain you. You love looking at photo albums, esp yours and you point at everyone when I say their names. When we asked you where Jorah was, you opened up your hands and smiled haha, like "not there, I don't know". SO CUTE! I died of cuteness. And today, you said "gong gong" when Grandpa called me!!!!! Happiest grandpa ever!!! :) :) it seems like you are understanding so much now, growing too fast. Mommy loves you two boys. 

You've been doing so many new things lately! You've learned to say "tick tock" which is what grandpa had taught you as the clock. You know how to say "dong" which is light. You tried to say "birdie" and you get so excited when you see one :) you've started shaking your head when you don't want something. When I ask you for a kiss, you'd grab my ears/hair and pull me in with your mouth opened. Sometimes you'd bite my lips. Its the cutest thing. You've always started calling out my name more, when you need me. I love having a mama's boy ❤

We went to Gymboree open gym today and you were so amazed at bubbles. You kept trying to grab them and look at your hand afterwards and wondered where they went. I pointed out to you the ones that were in the ground, leftover, and you crawled to each one excitedly to catch it. 

Eating your favorite for your birthday: waffle!! You had half today - wow!!

You've started to kiss me. You grab into my ear or hair and just open your mouth. It's the cutest thing. I love it.

You fed me for the first time today too. You fed mr cheese, then I fed you. We took turns for quite a while. I was really afraid in the beginning that we'd lose closeness since your grandma and grandpa are here but it looks like I've gained it back.

Everytime before I put you in bed, I'd give you a warning, saying "ok going to put you in". Lately, you've been holding me close as soon as I say it and you'd lay your head sideways on my shoulder. So then id hold you close and sing you another song, then try again and you'd do the same. Super cute. You make my heart smile everyday. Mommy loves you.

I'm excited to find out whether you're having a little brother or sister. It's going to change the dynamics of things but I promise I will love you even more. You will always be my baby. 

Weve officially moved out of our house. We are relocating because our old house is too small to fit baby #2 and the school districts weren't good. We found a place by mama and yehyeh's house. It's a nice, big one with excellent schools, the same ones your daddy went to.

Looking at the empty house made me so sad. I kept seeing spots in the house where you'd crawl, where I used to hold you when you were a newborn, where id sing to you while I rocked you, the place where you crawled first, where you'd follow me around, the stairs where you climbed. All those great memories. I'm obviously really emotional about this. But like daddy said, it's time to move on and we'll make bigger and better memories at the new house. 

We've moved into your grandparents house. It hasn't been easy. It's cramped and the dynamics of our little family has changed. I do appreciate the help but I miss when it was just us three. 

Ever since we've moved, you've also stopped breast feeding. You've been rejecting it :( I had plans to stop when you turned one but I wasn't ready :( I think that's part of why I'm so emotional .. And maybe because I'm pregnant too. I don't know, too much going on. I just love you so much. 

We sold our house! And we're moving in with your grandma and grandpa until nov when our new house will be built. Lots of changes in the next half a year, but they will be good changes. I'm sad you won't remember this house, but mommy at least room alot of pics and videos for you to remember. Mommy loves you