Mama's been sick since Christmas. No fun! I hope it doesn't affect you. I have a cold - runny nose, congestion, the works and it's making me feel so tired! Daddy hasn't been letting me out, so we've been home the last few days. Hoping to get better soon. I hope you're doing ok in there baby! Sorry ive been blowing my nose like crazy lately!

YOU'RE A BOY!!!!! :) :)

YOU'RE A BOY!!! :)
It was you all along in my dream! You were probably like - "momma, im a boy! im a boy!". You were super cute at the ultrasound appointment yesterday. You weren't really cooperating, but then you got into another position (as if someone was about to change you) and the doctor went "here's leg 1, here's leg 2, and here's leg 3!" lol. Were you trying to show your goodies off? :)

Can't wait to meet you and I'm so happy to start shopping and decorating the room for you!
Now Mommy and Daddy got start working on your name :)

Last night I was sitting in bed, reading "what to expect when you're expecting" and while I was reading the section on movements, I felt something in my stomach move. After I told daddy it felt like a bubble bursting, I read in the book that sometimes it may feel like a bubble bursting! Was that you?? :) :)

It is crazy how often I have dreams about you! That just means I'm so excited to meet you!

I dreamt last night we brought you home and I was holding you tight and breast feeding you. Then daddy wanted to hold you and I thought you'd cry, but it appeared that daddy had a magic touch :) he ended up sleeping on the bed with you and I said that's a big no no! The dreamt felt so real, just holding you. Hope you're holding it down in there! :)

Oh and then I had a dream that I made Indian curry. Yum. Maybe that's what we'll eat tonight!

Momma at 17 weeks.

My stomach feels so hard today. Today, i definitely feel pregnant. Tired, belly big and hard, no energy, and feeling like a whale. At work today, I even had to lay down for 15 min. Those help so much!

T-6 days until I find out if you're a boy or girl! I'm going to make sure daddy videotapes you this time :)

They say I'm supposed to start feeling your movements soon. I hope you kick or move your arms a little more so your mommy can feel you! Daddy holds my stomach every night and morning. It'll be a nice surprise for him if you move when he touches my tummy :)  A week and a half until I know your sex. Boy or girl - I will love you. I'm hoping you will be very healthy and strong.

I had a dream over the wkend that you were a 6mo old boy and I was feeding you ice cream. I gave you a little to suck on, them pulled it away. Then you made fists out of your hands and made a "uughh" noise like you wanted more! So cute :)

Btw - your mama is getting big!

I love you and can't wait to hold you.

Angels watching over me

It always feels like angels are watching over me, somehow, someway. Today, one of my coworkers helped me create a frame work for one of my automation plans. It was so nice of him, since automation is my weakness. I'm good at testing and I know the product, but automation has always been challenging for me. So grateful, so blessed.

I was watching an animated like video of what a 15 week old fetus would be doing inside womb. It was crazy to see so many movements. Mommy can't wait to feel you :) *rub rub*

Blogger on iPhone!

I downloaded blogger on my iPhone, so I can blog easier!

I heard your heartbeat at the doctors yesterday! It was so amazing. It was like music to my ears. I didn't want her to stop with the doppler! I'm just so relieved that youre okay. I get in these phases where I'm like "are you still there? Are you okay?". Im praying that you will be a healthy baby.

I had another dream the other night that you were a boy! Again, I was at the doctors office and the doctor said "without a doubt, it's a boy!". I was like"are you suuuure?". And she said "we'll the cord is here and hands are here, so this has to be the ____" :)

Daddy was holding my tummy the other night and he thought he felt water moving, like a goldfish swimming. I read online that these may be early movements felt, although the doctor said you're too small for me to feel. I don't care, I'm still going to think its you :) what are you doing on there? Water aerobics? :)


Picture: you at 11 weeks. I'm 15 weeks now. Cant wait to see you in 18 weeks at the ultrasound appointment. Boy, girl - we shall soon find out! :)

Are you a boy?

I had a dream last night you were a boy. This was around 3am I dreamt this. I couldn't go back to sleep afterwards.

We were at the doctors office, getting another ultrasound and the doctor asked me "Would you like to know the sex?". We both said yes! I told her to start naming out names of that sex once she sees it. She began searching for you, saw you, and then said "Michael, John, Samuel, Matthew ... " I got so excited "Is it a boy?!" and she said "Yes!". Then she showed me your private parts, haha. It was a really cute dream. 

Are you a boy?

Picture: you at 7 weeks :) my itty bitty bundle of joy!

I fell asleep on Caltrain yesterday on my home from work. I've never slept that long before. I started looking at my phone as soon as I sat down and realized I couldn't look down any further. I began closing my eyes and I woke up slightly at the Millbrae exit (an exit away from SF). I woke up right after the Sunnyvale exit (which is about 50 min) and I remembered it so clearly. I had my hands closed together and you know how sometimes you can feel your own heartbeat in other parts of your body, like your beck or your wrist? Well, I felt a heartbeat in both my hands and it was a heartbeat that was beating way faster than mine. I just sat there still, in amusement and soaked it all in. Could this be my baby's heartbeat I'm feeling. I didn't want t move <3